So....sadly my heart is breaking once more Once again I'm walking out someone's door I try to put this off far too long Hoping one day i might be stong But here i am now letting these tears fall I'm sorry guys for building this wall I wish i could be an example for you I wish i could have gave you the truth But i am so grotesque and astray I'm afraid i need to find my way Because it's really hard to say goodbye Without ever beginning to cry So i shall let the words out now And i think that i'll make it through somehow This poem is dedicated to a mishap that is taking place. This Wed. was my last with all of you. I couldn't tell you then for fear of causing a ruckus but i want you all to know I LOVE YOU AND WILLL MISS YOU SO MUCH. I also want to apologize to all of you whom i didn't get to know, who I was mean to and to you who thought i didn't like you. Ill continue this xanga so i can continually hear from you. I Love You Guys So Much! May the Lord be with you and bless you. Please continually pray for you and please pray for everyone in the youth group. How I'll Miss you sooooo!!!!!!!!!!!! ADIOS AU REVOIR GOODBYE |